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O Shooting Star


Ride the Darker Wave- Sebadoh

Lacking Strength, Beauty hates the Understanding for
asking of her what it cannot do. But the life of spirit
is not the life that shrinks from death and keeps itself
untouched by devastation, but rather the life that endures
it and maintains itself in it. It wins its truth, only when
in utter dismemberment, it finds itself. This tarrying with
the negative is the magical power that converts it into being.
G.W.F. Hegel "Preface" to Phenomenology of Spirit

DEATH

"There stands death, a bluish distillate
in a cup without a saucer. Such a strange
place to find a cup: standing on
the back of a hand. One recognizes clearly
the line along the glazed curve, where the handle
snapped. Covered with dust. And HOPE is written
across the side, in faded Gothic letters.

The man who was to drink out of that cup
read it aloud at breakfast, long ago.

What kind of beings are they then,
who finally must be scared away by poison?

Otherwise would they stay here? Would they keep
chewing so foolishly on their own frustration?
The hard present moment must be pulled
out of them, like a set of false teeth. Then
they mumble. They go on mumbling, mumbling . . .
.................................................

O shooting star
that fell into my eyes and through my body-:
Not to forget you. To endure."
R.M. Rilke

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